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My Mind Today..

I’m not sure this is really what I want to do tonight… or maybe it definitely is and I’m just already freaking out that I don’t know what exactly it is that I want to write… but that I am going to do it anyway. I have felt so busy lately! There is so muchContinue reading “My Mind Today..”

Reflections on a Rainy Day

Emotionally, I feel like maybe I’ve just been through the ringer these past couple of weeks. I feel not much had really happened in the physical realm, but enough is coming up in me that it feels like just so so much has happened. Everything feels heightened some how.. I feel the conversations I’m havingContinue reading “Reflections on a Rainy Day”

Feeling -oh my God.

fucking nuts right now to be completely honest. Wow. I wonder if maybe I am just all of a sudden being humbled and being shown that I am kind of fucking insane. Like. Okay. This morning I went to church for the first time since I was a child, since I don’t even remember. WeContinue reading “Feeling -oh my God.”

What Do I Need?

Probably what I need is to just be present and feel however it is I feel. Good or bad. How do I feel? Forgive me if this becomes just a dialogue with myself… but if I’m not gonna use this space for anything else, I might as well spill my truth out here, even ifContinue reading “What Do I Need?”

He sent me candid pictures of myself I never knew he took..

So yeah. That happened… and it was bad. Real bad. I don’t even know what you call it… I just felt straight violated. I’ve been single for quite a little while now so I was sleeping pretty soundly by myself the other night in my own little room thinking everything was going along swimmingly inContinue reading “He sent me candid pictures of myself I never knew he took..”

Fear of Missing Out

I feel so disappointed. I came here to type and maybe try and turn this night into something for myself. I had something sort of ridiculous and terrifying happen to me that is totally inspiration for great writing and now I’m here like berating myself instead of telling my story to you! My bestie wantedContinue reading “Fear of Missing Out”

I can buy myself flowers.

How annoying to just know you have to be single. Right now, it’s time to be single. And you just have to wait until you feel that special feeling and the time is right and the stars align… and you know it… and it’s still just such a bitch. I’m single and it’s perfect andContinue reading “I can buy myself flowers.”

11:11

I’m not sure that’s an appropriate title. But here I am. And I want to be here. I’m happy to be with you you. I woke up today early enough, but didn’t really do much once I got out of bed but lay on the couch and scroll on Tik Tok and just vibe. IContinue reading “11:11”

Love

(I get babble-y about the one-ness of the universe in this one- get ready.) Happy Two Days After Valentine’s Day! How was yours? What is your perception of this holiday? I have to ask; it’s so interesting to hear how many people have so many different feelings about a day dedicated to love. I takeContinue reading “Love”